越底越不可信

I don't know should i tell you what's in my mind or not? Actions speak louder than words. Sometimes you seems like a jerk, sometimes you seems like an innocent and sincere big boy. I don't  know should i try this again? Ask yourself, you need a guide to bring you to get rid of the mist. You need someone who can help you, not someone who just wants to get benefits from you. You need someone who will take care of you. Not someone who will be gone for a whole weekend. And you definitely do not need someone who will ignore your txts for a whole day. Now, are we clear enough? Yes, we are. Do what you already decided. I will move on and you should know i mean it, yeah.

為了重新拾起我的文字組織能力， 來吧，挑戰一天一篇網誌，共60天，每天不同主題，最少500字，開始！

and i won't beg you to stay. #1 Every person whom i've met all be my motivation, that's the most incredible thing i've never thought. thank you guys, you make understand the important thing is to live my life. Always ask yourself what do you want and go back to the beginning, then you will see the direction much clearly. #2 Birdy - Wild Horses this is a beautiful song. 中文歌詞可以去下列網址： lineday 已經有我喜歡的翻譯版本，我就不用麻煩了。

That's my final decision. you're too physical, that's not what i want. you do have much advantages though, unfortunately those aren't such important to me. you can't give me supporting, you don't care about my talent and my thought. there's no reason to waste my time then. the observation is over and you didn't pass it. that's all.

這三個禮拜也讓我冷靜下來， 好好的開始重新思考，到底我想要的是甚麼？這真的是我所在追尋的嗎？或只是因為被制約後立刻抽離的失落感？ 我真的需要嗎？ 我在找的是像這樣的東西嗎？ 回到最當初踏進的動機，初衷是甚麼？ 絕對不是像現在這樣在不對的時間點，不對的地方，以不怎麼對勁的模式進行著吧？ 如果失去了，我真的會失去什麼嗎？ 不能給我支撐的東西我真的要把它當成一次機會嗎？ 沒有裡子的空盒再精美也沒用啊。

Enough. No more what if, just like what i have thought in the beginning. Don't be a stupid gal again.

Since he texted wrong, you should've known. No possible, just fade outttttttt....

I'm like an idiot. Busy at work, with family, cleaning room, with friends, phone is broken, reached late, fighting. What else? See? Like i said, he means to miss the timing. You will never talk to him. Fighting now? That was the most ridiculous excuses I've ever heard. Face the truth stupid, he will never text you or call you again. Even if you try to ping him, all you will get is "read" or "not read forever". Idiot.

完全的 結束。 冷盤我也一點都不想再吃了，就這樣吧。