越底越不可信

Yes, he doesn't remember it at all. Indeed, i think he hasn't noticed it at all. What else can i say? What else should i do? If i'm convinced by him or by myself again, it means I'm the biggest idiot in the world. Today, all of these will be end. I deserve a man who would remember who i am.

Can i set you on there and let the whole world know it? The final answer is clear enough. No. And do you still expect the reason? Fuck it you stupid idiot. The only reason is that he is a jerk n a liar in the beginning. Everybody told me it must be something wrong, it's fishy and he must be hiding something. The answer is, the truth is, he refused it n gave some shitty excuses like it's all for you ctp. And when he found out it doesn't work, he's gone n refused to discuss it. Well, what a nice man. And me, what a idiot.

I hope he can try to find me n talk to me, but i know it is impossible. I deleted him by myself. And he knows it now. That's right. But i feel so bad.